s7v7n
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Bwhahahahhahaha, hopefully it's the first one thoughHopefully hes too busy getting his life back on track Or hes just fighting everyone
juiced2damax
Trusted Member
He's doing "OK", off the drugs for now, just boozing...I didn't get to meet up with his ass this weekend, maybe one of these upcoming ones..Sounds like he's partying too much to make time for his old bbing buddies
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fighteveryone
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hey all. i'm still alive. still off the hardshit. this past weekend i did A LOT of drinking and eating though... but hey who doesnt do that during labor day?
anywaaaays... i'll tell you what. coming off AAS cold turkey SUCKS. the depression is really setting in and my sexdrive is like at a negative right now. i'm getting kinda soft and fatty around my lower midsection and chest... and i'm not even eating bad. i can bet its the cortisol and estrogen doing its worst. i'm afraid to approach chicks because if when it comes down to it... even if jessica alba, vida guerra, and angelina jolie were shoving their bare asses in my face at the same time i wouldnt be able to get it up.
thats my rant for the day. just more mental bullshit to add onto my situation.
anywaaaays... i'll tell you what. coming off AAS cold turkey SUCKS. the depression is really setting in and my sexdrive is like at a negative right now. i'm getting kinda soft and fatty around my lower midsection and chest... and i'm not even eating bad. i can bet its the cortisol and estrogen doing its worst. i'm afraid to approach chicks because if when it comes down to it... even if jessica alba, vida guerra, and angelina jolie were shoving their bare asses in my face at the same time i wouldnt be able to get it up.
thats my rant for the day. just more mental bullshit to add onto my situation.
juiced2damax
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hey all. i'm still alive. still off the hardshit. this past weekend i did A LOT of drinking and eating though... but hey who doesnt do that during labor day?
anywaaaays... i'll tell you what. coming off AAS cold turkey SUCKS. the depression is really setting in and my sexdrive is like at a negative right now. i'm getting kinda soft and fatty around my lower midsection and chest... and i'm not even eating bad. i can bet its the cortisol and estrogen doing its worst. i'm afraid to approach chicks because if when it comes down to it... even if jessica alba, vida guerra, and angelina jolie were shoving their bare asses in my face at the same time i wouldnt be able to get it up.
thats my rant for the day. just more mental bullshit to add onto my situation.
Well stop feeling sorry for yourself and do something about it..MEANING QUIT DRINKING!!! I'll help you out with a few PCT items but you've got to give me something in return...I want 3 AA meetings under your belt before I send anything. A name and number of your sponsor would work great to verify you went...I'm lookin to help brother any way that I can but you gotta do something in return and I don't care bout the money.
s7v7n
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What a deal...but it sounds like he is having too much fun to do that
billet5
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juiced, great offer. The continuing drinking will keep this mess a mess. FE, you know that when you get sober, your life gets unbelievably better. Gotta have the willingness. You know it has to end, its up to you whether or not it ends peacefully or in a total loss in detox or the hospital at best.
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fighteveryone
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i'll be honest... hanging out with friends this weekend eating burgers and dogs and drinking a few brews was a lot of fun. i didnt get annihilated, just tipsy and sobered up before driving home of course.What a deal...but it sounds like he is having too much fun to do that
i don't mean to be a dick, but getting a sponsor from an anonymous program to talk to a random somebody with a totally different area code about my whereabouts won't happen. especially if it has an end result in me getting some illegal medications which is exactly the case... and i'm not gonna lie to my sponsor about it.
billet5
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FE1, good luck with that. Sounds like you are in control of your alcoholism. Usually not possible, but hey, maybe your the exception.
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fighteveryone
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haha believe me if i truly thought i was controlling my alcoholism i'd be living a grandiose lie. im just saying this weekend in particular i had fun with some moderation. tomorrow may be disastrous. who knows? alcoholism as you know is very cunning and will lead it's bearer to false presumptions. am i sick? yeah. am i suffering? no. i'm just glad i havent put anyhting up my nose or into my arms in 2 weeks.
Vicious Cycle
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I use to think you were a really cool guy; "The Almighty Owl Master" and all.
Now I just think you're a tool.
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fighteveryone
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cool. then i won't post on here anymore.
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shaqdeezl
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http://www.muscle-unlimited.com/forum/showthread.php?t=2407&page=2I use to think you were a really cool guy; "The Almighty Owl Master" and all.
Now I just think you're a tool.
Pass the popcorn, bitch.
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fighteveryone
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fuckit. MFREAKY delete my account. i'm done here. thanks bros.
M FREAKY
Super Moderator
F1, is everything ok
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shaqdeezl
Guest
Best of luck in your recovery. Remember, it's a life-long deal with the Devil. Godspeed.
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fighteveryone
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nah i mean despite where im at and some of my bullshit it seems like i'm not wanted to post here... and that some folks are taking this shit as a joke. whats the point of posting shit here in that case?F1, is everything ok
Vicious Cycle
Trusted Member
No dude, you are the one taking it as a joke. You need help. You know you need help. Everyone on this board, me included has offered you help. Yet you refuse to take.
So yes, MFreaky, delete his account if that is what he wants. Let him run back to his bottle, powder or needle. This little spat is just another convenient excuse for him to get lit the fuck up tonight.
The sick part of all this, as I read back through the posts about this, is that this is really over a girl! Turns out that you're nothing more than a pussy whipped bitch. IDS (Instant Death Squad) my ass. You don't like what I'm saying, fine. But my life isn't the one falling down around me.
You come on here crying the blues, trying to peddle your crap to make rent, all the while talking about how you can afford booze and fast food and now you want me or any of us to feel sorry for you? I don't think so bro!
This board and the people on it are not here to help you indulge in killing yourself.
I apologize to anyone that this may have offended.
Hope you like extra butter