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TenMan

TenMan

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fighteveryone said:
nah i mean despite where im at and some of my bullshit it seems like i'm not wanted to post here... and that some folks are taking this shit as a joke. whats the point of posting shit here in that case?
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Bro-

As a recovering alcoholic (11+), I can see that you are mentally dug in deep in the pity-pot. Instead of getting off this board where you want everyone to feel sorry for you, you need to get real and TCB. Skirting your old man just cause he's gonna yell at you is pretty immature. Now you want your account cancelled so you can pick up your toys and go home. You come to this board to look for enablers...You need a swift kick in the pants to get your ass moving to join the real world and become productive.

Go to NA or AA and get a sponsor who will straighten you out.

All the answers to you ill's are out there, you're just too lazy to take advantage of them.

TenMan
 
s7v7n

s7v7n

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fighteveryone said:
no. because i'd like to stay in touch with J2DM on here. i'm just not going to post anymore.
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Ummmmmm....duuuuuddddddeeee....come on. Let's think about what you are doing to yourself...don't let people get you down, they are trying to make you think of what the hell you are doing!!!
 
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fighteveryone

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s7v7n said:
Ummmmmm....duuuuuddddddeeee....come on. Let's think about what you are doing to yourself...don't let people get you down, they are trying to make you think of what the hell you are doing!!!
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im very well aware of what they are doing. and im not coming on here to beg for sympathy and grief. my last rant wasnt even about drugs/drinking... it was about coming off a shitload of gear cold turkey. anyone on here who has come off 800mg test and a high dose of masteron AND gh without ANY PCT stuff id hope would empathize with me.
 
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purevi1

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fighteveryone said:
im very well aware of what they are doing. and im not coming on here to beg for sympathy and grief. my last rant wasnt even about drugs/drinking... it was about coming off a shitload of gear cold turkey. anyone on here who has come off 800mg test and a high dose of masteron AND gh without ANY PCT stuff id hope would empathize with me.
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I dont see why you want to leave if you know we all care what is going on with you.

Btw for sexual drive get some boner meds :D
 
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shaqdeezl

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purevi1 said:
I dont see why you want to leave if you know we all care what is going on with you.

Btw for sexual drive get some boner meds :D
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Yeah, no shit. Instead of snorting that shit up your nose, rub a little on the tip of your cock. Now THAT will give new definition to fuckin'.
 
billet5

billet5

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fighteveryone said:
im very well aware of what they are doing. and im not coming on here to beg for sympathy and grief. my last rant wasnt even about drugs/drinking... it was about coming off a shitload of gear cold turkey. anyone on here who has come off 800mg test and a high dose of masteron AND gh without ANY PCT stuff id hope would empathize with me.
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FE,
It has nothing to do with that. Your a great guy with a great personality. You threw your life in the gutter by that first shot of vodka that I read that night on here. Then you quickly went to shooting coke. I know from what you have said here and OLM, you know the deal with sobriety, youve done it. This also has nothing to do with a girl. You most likely were disconnnected from the program when the shit hit the fan. Ive been there, I was disconnected when my best friend slept with my wife then after our confrontation, walked out of my shop and within 2 minutes walked up the hill and hung himself. Luckily I did not drink or get loaded. You went from feeling remorse and then to talking about kicking it and having fun having some drinks, acting like there is no 300lb elephant in the room. You know you will go back to the worst places you have gone. Many people on here know that obviously from their responses. Dont get pissed with a resentment. Your part is easy to see and you just need to get your shit together. I dont mean to be a dick, I apologize if I am pissing you off, but your not a victim of any of this, not of the way your parents are treating you or anyone on here. Just get to some meetings get sober, or at least make the effort, and let your life get amazingly better.
 
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shaqdeezl

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billet5 said:
FE,
It has nothing to do with that. Your a great guy with a great personality. You threw your life in the gutter by that first shot of vodka that I read that night on here. Then you quickly went to shooting coke. I know from what you have said here and OLM, you know the deal with sobriety, youve done it. This also has nothing to do with a girl. You most likely were disconnnected from the program when the shit hit the fan. Ive been there, I was disconnected when my best friend slept with my wife then after our confrontation, walked out of my shop and within 2 minutes walked up the hill and hung himself. Luckily I did not drink or get loaded. You went from feeling remorse and then to talking about kicking it and having fun having some drinks, acting like there is no 300lb elephant in the room. You know you will go back to the worst places you have gone. Many people on here know that obviously from their responses. Dont get pissed with a resentment. Your part is easy to see and you just need to get your shit together. I dont mean to be a dick, I apologize if I am pissing you off, but your not a victim of any of this, not of the way your parents are treating you or anyone on here. Just get to some meetings get sober, or at least make the effort, and let your life get amazingly better.
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Fuckin' awesome. Did you guys stay together?
 
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shaqdeezl

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fighteveryone said:
oof. i'll do the cialis... hold the coke though. ;)
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Atta boy. Go find an asshole to fuck bloody and you'll be fine. Just make sure it's a chick, though. We don't need any Senator Craig butt-fuckin' ninjas running around. That shit'll get you banned.
 
billet5

billet5

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shaqdeezl said:
Fuckin' awesome. Did you guys stay together?
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We did. We had actually split up for a couple of weeks before that happened and had filed for divorce. I was not innocent in my behavior before all of this. A lot of infidelity over the years. We have been married for 9 years and together for 12. Kind of amazing how positive can come from such tragedy sometimes. Still resentful at my friend that killed himself. Cant seem to completely let it go, over time I think it will fade more and more.
 
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shaqdeezl

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billet5 said:
We did. We had actually split up for a couple of weeks before that happened and had filed for divorce. I was not innocent in my behavior before all of this. A lot of infidelity over the years. We have been married for 9 years and together for 12. Kind of amazing how positive can come from such tragedy sometimes. Still resentful at my friend that killed himself. Cant seem to completely let it go, over time I think it will fade more and more.
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FE1, sorry to temporarily high-jack your thread...

It's said that time heals all wounds. I have not experienced a great deal of personal tragedy but I can say I believe it.
 
billet5

billet5

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shaqdeezl said:
FE1, sorry to temporarily high-jack your thread...

It's said that time heals all wounds. I have not experienced a great deal of personal tragedy but I can say I believe it.
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I agree.

And, yep, sorry FE1...back to the thread at hand. Hang in there buddy, you know what you need to do.
 
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