update...

[fighteveryone]

update...

after my ex spilled the beans to my parents... they had my phone shut off, told my landlord, confiscated my home computer, closed my po box, had my apartment looted, suspended my bank accounts, etc etc.

so all the gear i had in my room that i had to sell is gone. i owed gear to people and now i'm in even more debt than before.

i have no way of contacting people. my phone is off and my comp is gone. the comp im using now is my work computer. but i'm being fired tomorrow so that will be gone too.

and i'm being evicted.

and i have $3 in my wallet.

unfortunately my dad has ways of doing these things. he has the same exact name as me, is my employer, and has a lot of ties with the right people in my community.

yo seriosuly my life sucks right now. lol. lastnight i slept in my car in a mcdonalds parking lot. i got changed into my work clothes in my backseat this morning. i can't believe how quickly my life has turned for the shitter. it's not even about the girl right now... it's about me being a full blown addict. seriously the amount of crap i've put into my body the past few days i'm shocked im alive.

i thank all you for the support though. it DOES mean a lot even tho i'm not clean.

 

[Preacher]

You come up here and I can get you a job with me and a house to stay untill you get on your feet. They only thing I couldn't supplie is sex. Sorry bro wifes off limits......
come on FE pull your head out of your ass and start doing something with it.....

 

[fighteveryone]

i should post a pic of me right now. i look like a zombie. i weigh about 170, probably less.

 

[sssc]

hey brother... please stay strong, and i will keep you in my prayers!!!​

 

[M FREAKY]

Boys let's make donation who wants to be in charge,,,
I got first $100 cash,,,,,

 

[M FREAKY]

Who ever donates $5/10/20/ anything I will compensate you with MU T-Shirts on the house,,,,,

 

[thick]

things are tight with me but i will pitch in as well


Damn FE, get around your sober friends asap!

 

[FTW]

after my ex spilled the beans to my parents... they had my phone shut off, told my landlord, confiscated my home computer, closed my po box, had my apartment looted, suspended my bank accounts, etc etc.



i have no way of contacting people. my phone is off and my comp is gone. the comp im using now is my work computer. but i'm being fired tomorrow so that will be gone too.

and i'm being evicted.

and i have $3 in my wallet.

unfortunately my dad has ways of doing these things. he has the same exact name as me, is my employer, and has a lot of ties with the right people in my community.

yo seriosuly my life sucks right now. lol. lastnight i slept in my car in a mcdonalds parking lot. i got changed into my work clothes in my backseat this morning. i can't believe how quickly my life has turned for the shitter. it's not even about the girl right now... it's about me being a full blown addict. seriously the amount of crap i've put into my body the past few days i'm shocked im alive.

i thank all you for the support though. it DOES mean a lot even tho i'm not clean.

Man your in a bad spot and it sounds like you folks are going the tough love approach to get you into rehab. Think about it , if they didnt have love for you then they would set back and watch you kill yourself.

Now is the time to fight or fall, get yourself clean or get tossed under the bus. I am not sugar coating this because i am almost sure you know about where the path your on right now will lead. FUCKING HELP YOURSELF!!! The support is here but only you can make the decision about what you want.
The final choice is yours if you want to get clean or not, all the other problems can be worked out when you get your head screwed on straight.
Stop thinking like a junkie and be a man and take care of yourself.

 

[shaqdeezl]

I hate to be an asshole but you should not give money to an addict. It will not help him.

 

[thick]

freaky, just had a good point made towards me. WE could donate all the money in the world and it will just go up FE's nose right now. Somebody needs to physically get him into rehab or detox and then we can proceed to help him. My guess is his dad will have his job waiting for him if he gets clean

 

[fighteveryone]

haha i apprecaite the gesture MF but any money thrown in my direction right now will be shot, snorted, or smoked. its me being honest.

 

[FTW]

haha i apprecaite the gesture MF but any money thrown in my direction right now will be shot, snorted, or smoked. its me being honest.

Hey buddy this may be the last day i have to reason with you and i know you maybe sick of hearing it if you dont want to get clean. But just try to pick up the pieces.

Make an effort or all will be lost. Money isnt shit if you dont care enough about yourself to give a shit.

All i ask is that you give a shit about yourself. Just fucking try anyways!

 

[M FREAKY]

haha i apprecaite the gesture MF but any money thrown in my direction right now will be shot, snorted, or smoked. its me being honest.

Well I guess that answer the my question truly All I have to say you need get help ASAP before shit hits the fan, I will not be responsible for your own action especially me and my community supplying with Donation ($$$) and you throw it down the drain.,,,,Get Help F1 before it's to late,,,,,

 

[fighteveryone]

Hey buddy this may be the last day i have to reason with you and i know you maybe sick of hearing it if you dont want to get clean. But just try to pick up the pieces.

Make an effort or all will be lost. Money isnt shit if you dont care enough about yourself to give a shit.

All i ask is that you give a shit about yourself. Just fucking try anyways!

FTW my friend. everything you've said on here and elsewhere means the world to me. i apprecaite the support.

 

[purevi1]

PM me who you owe and what you owe them and I will try to take care of some of them


and women are dream killers, dont let your EX do it to you........ Get off the drugs, take care of yourself, move away from your folks, never talk to your ex again

 

[FTW]

FTW my friend. everything you've said on here and elsewhere means the world to me. i apprecaite the support.

If it does than plez listen to it. You can always restore your life again if your thinking straight. Get the help you need to pick yourself back up buddy.

The journey of 1000 miles always starts with the first step and if you want to take that first step or not is up to you.

 

[fighteveryone]

PM me who you owe and what you owe them and I will try to take care of some of them

i'd take you up on that but that is a perfect example of "enabling". coming from an active addict who has gotten dozens of active addicts clean... i know its not good for mine/their recovery to resolve such issues so easily. i thank you tho.

 

[Vicious Cycle]

Who ever donates $5/10/20/ anything I will compensate you with MU T-Shirts on the house,,,,,

Let me know where to send the donation.

Stay strong FE1! It's times like these that will make you appreciate the good times when they come back around. And they will come back around if you fight for them.

 

[purevi1]

i'd take you up on that but that is a perfect example of "enabling". coming from an active addict who has gotten dozens of active addicts clean... i know its not good for mine/their recovery to resolve such issues so easily. i thank you tho.

Its not about you though, its about getting the people you owe squared away. I want you to get back on your feet but I also want guys to get what they are owed. You can always pay me back later.(no sexual favors though LOL)

 

[Vicious Cycle]

Bro, you need to pull your head out of your ass! You are going to end up as a sticky next to dansteelman. You are better than this! I know you are!

Now, do as I say and go to detox or (since I now know you are 170 lbs and falling) J2DM and I will come find you; beat the tar out of you and drop you off at a detox centers front door a bloody mess!

All done with love of course