Im about ready to give the fuck up

[Vicious Cycle]

Tell me friend - How does one knows the joys of life?

I wouldn't know the good in life if it wasn't for the bad and brother do I know some bad

 

[KingGuss]

I'm just getting sick of the dark mornings I have been having lately. I had another day today where i just couldnt stop crying. Fucking irritating. So much fear I guess from all the shit in my life. I wont be getting a place anytime soon, so I will probably continue being irregular on the board. Just cant risk not being able to give my ex the money she needs to support our kids. I hope this all lets up soon.

Hang in there billie. You are a good guy and things will turn around for you...

 

[billet5]

Hang in there billie. You are a good guy and things will turn around for you...

I know, thanks. They always do turn around...."this too shall pass". Just wearing on me. I've gone years with knowing how to apply some tools in life to resolve the challenges and feel better or at least healthy mentally. This one is just dragging on forever it seems like. I know this is where the growth happens, in the pain...but its not easy getting through it. Its tough when the problems are re-occuring, like soon to be ex-wife, bitterness and resentments......financial insecurity from legit financial problems, etc. I like to resolve problems and move past them. These cannot be resolved anytime soon, I guess I'm just not used to that or the number of problems that happened to hit at the same time. Anyway, hope everyone is doing ok.

 

[juaneye]

I know, thanks. They always do turn around...."this too shall pass". Just wearing on me. I've gone years with knowing how to apply some tools in life to resolve the challenges and feel better or at least healthy mentally. This one is just dragging on forever it seems like. I know this is where the growth happens, in the pain...but its not easy getting through it. Its tough when the problems are re-occuring, like soon to be ex-wife, bitterness and resentments......financial insecurity from legit financial problems, etc. I like to resolve problems and move past them. These cannot be resolved anytime soon, I guess I'm just not used to that or the number of problems that happened to hit at the same time. Anyway, hope everyone is doing ok.

i've been in your shoes, and you are correct...in time you will move on. notice i did not say "you will get over it" the loss of ones family structure is truly devastating, but you will learn to live with it, with out the emotions boiling over to your surface. i hope the economy turns so you can prosper financially once again, and i know from reading your thoughts for a couple years now you will find the inner strength to carry on with your life and find happiness.

 

[thick]

Hope everyone is keeping their heads up and still fighting. 2 rough years in a row for OLM/MU members