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Fear of sleeping
Ok this is driving me crazy Doc. I feel good all day and no problems at all, nothing has changed in my programs roids dose what not diet is also basically the same. I only added in a tad more carbs to try to get a big bigger. But I will go to bed and when i lay down instantly i get scared i will die in my sleep or and addition to feel i cant breath right. So I will get up and do something and i feel fine tired as hell but fine, lay down same shit. i will take sleeping pills be at the comp and be falling asleep and go lay down same shit. When I finally do fall asleep I wake up as if i was falling and jump up and same crap its back but only in mega strength. the only thing different is my codeine pills dont have Tylenol in them, but i dont think this would cause it. I do have a history of bipolar and paranoid schizophrenia in my blood line. My brother just came down with it as well, not bad but he said he was doing the same thing and then it got worse he ended up not sleeping for about 5 months and then had a major brake down and ended up in the mental ward a few times for doing really really stupid shit. I am also waiting for the baby to be born going to school at night and working during the day and lifting and training a few ppl. I might be over doing it but i cant stop as this all needs to be done. What do you think it is and what do you suggest I do and what I can do if i cant do what should be done because of things i got to do. <--- lol did that make sense?
. Also I have tried zanex and it works but still i wake up on it, and i have to get up the next day and this stuff seems to work best in the morning even though i took it at night.
Ok this is driving me crazy Doc. I feel good all day and no problems at all, nothing has changed in my programs roids dose what not diet is also basically the same. I only added in a tad more carbs to try to get a big bigger. But I will go to bed and when i lay down instantly i get scared i will die in my sleep or and addition to feel i cant breath right. So I will get up and do something and i feel fine tired as hell but fine, lay down same shit. i will take sleeping pills be at the comp and be falling asleep and go lay down same shit. When I finally do fall asleep I wake up as if i was falling and jump up and same crap its back but only in mega strength. the only thing different is my codeine pills dont have Tylenol in them, but i dont think this would cause it. I do have a history of bipolar and paranoid schizophrenia in my blood line. My brother just came down with it as well, not bad but he said he was doing the same thing and then it got worse he ended up not sleeping for about 5 months and then had a major brake down and ended up in the mental ward a few times for doing really really stupid shit. I am also waiting for the baby to be born going to school at night and working during the day and lifting and training a few ppl. I might be over doing it but i cant stop as this all needs to be done. What do you think it is and what do you suggest I do and what I can do if i cant do what should be done because of things i got to do. <--- lol did that make sense?
. Also I have tried zanex and it works but still i wake up on it, and i have to get up the next day and this stuff seems to work best in the morning even though i took it at night.
