Yeah I just may be a bit crazy. She is smokin hot and a great girl but I find myself fantasizing about random tramps I see here and there. I really don't understand why but I guess it isn't a huge deal. Just something I wanted some insight about.
I know you are not saying you would stray, but just to give you some first hand experience....I was together with my now ex for 14 years, married for over 10. Although there was some fundamental differences that would make our relationship end, which turned out to be the best thing for me, I will say 8 years into my relationship with her, I strayed and it got easier for me over time to continue to stray. One thing for sure i can tell you from my experience is that it put a distance between us emotionally. That in itself, made it impossible to effectively work on the relationship. I hope and plan to never do that again. It never is quite the same once it started. Not to mention how hollow i felt inside after. Not everyones goals are the same, but I really enjoy a stimulating emotional connection with the person I'm with, so to cheat, makes that impossible for me. Just my experience.
