spanky
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Damn near in tears, a couple of times....
It occurred to me that this is completely new. I've never had anyone close to me die that wasn't suppose to. Plenty of Grandparents, aunts and uncles after long battles with cancer and other disease but a couple of days ago a friend and coach on my son's little league team went to sleep and didnt wake up. His son and mine played together for 3 years. That boy was smiling and joking through today's service. I couldnt help but think what his future holds or when reality will sink in. Greg was a great guy, always hosting parties, boating, hunting, poker, all kids of lively, fun shit. No hint of health problems....
Watching all the slides put to music at the service with him and his kids and his wife had my choked up. Dont know when the last time that happened either!
I catch myself wondering wtf i'm doing ruining my life with nothing but work and bills. I aint going apeshit crazy or anything, it's just uncharted territory. Plus a bit of a rant/ramble.
It occurred to me that this is completely new. I've never had anyone close to me die that wasn't suppose to. Plenty of Grandparents, aunts and uncles after long battles with cancer and other disease but a couple of days ago a friend and coach on my son's little league team went to sleep and didnt wake up. His son and mine played together for 3 years. That boy was smiling and joking through today's service. I couldnt help but think what his future holds or when reality will sink in. Greg was a great guy, always hosting parties, boating, hunting, poker, all kids of lively, fun shit. No hint of health problems....
Watching all the slides put to music at the service with him and his kids and his wife had my choked up. Dont know when the last time that happened either!
I catch myself wondering wtf i'm doing ruining my life with nothing but work and bills. I aint going apeshit crazy or anything, it's just uncharted territory. Plus a bit of a rant/ramble.